LAST

31^st of December 2009

It's the LAST day of the year 09.
And,
I have nothing in mind of what's coming up next.
I have nothing in mind of what to blog.
I just thought I would leave something in the last day of 2009 here :)


♥

i love you ♥
all :)

p/s : karoakeeeeeeeeee ♥

Fly with me ♥

Not going so well.

what is TOMORROW's plan :(

I've been stuck at home during Christmas eve/Christmas and please don't let New year eve be the same :(








Won't you fly with me ♥

2oo9

It's the 2nd last day of 2009, believe it. Time flies.

This post is more suitable to be post tomorrow, but I'm afraid I dont have that time, ohcrap idontevenhaveplanstomorrow, and I'm very bored right now, forppsisnotworkingstupiddddddd.

Overall,
2009,
may be said a lot of times,
it was one of the toughest, hardest, painful year of my life.
True.
I really thought I could have just die like that. I really thought I wont be able to fight, but look, I've survived this year. School life, is different, totally. I ain't the same class as the ones I want to be with, the atmosphere is so different, even till the end of school day, I dont really feel belonging there. 3Canggih, no, not the best class. First thinking of it, was exciting. And I was all wrong.

Family,
at home.
This is one of the most lonely year for me at home. My brother left to Singapore, and I am the only kid alone with my parents. Though, there is another new member pepper :D And well, I think this is the year that I wasted most of the time, doing useless stuff, or nothing. I've gone more playful than ever, lazier than ever. failure.

studies,
Form 3
PMR.
Surprisingly, the most relieved, happy days of 2009 was during the week of PMR and after that, oh it didn't last for long. Yes. PMR was fun. I did my best, I worked for it, and thank God, I've done it :)

Me myself,
personal things, and whatever it is.
IT'S ALL SO STUPID.
becauseofme. -.-
Seriously, I can't really remember how many times I cried for stupid stuffs. There were times when I learned how to control, but it didnt work forever. But I do know everything is planned, and these are all the challenges God gave me. I drew more closer to Him, I learned something new, well, many things actually. I've made decisions, and yeah, I'm -well, moving on.

2010,
will be different.
Anyhow,
I'm facing it.

2008

Tiff's 14th

Tiff's sis's birthday party

Chinese New year at Jocelyn's

Kungfu Dunk day

Wk's 14th

23rd Feb 08 -Jay chou's concert live in KL

Shar min's 14th

Beach fun!

FRI day

Geography project + fun!

GNT + steamboat

Choir comp 08

Jamie's 14th - the hard day

Reuel's 14th

Jamie's farewell #1

Jamie's surprise farewell

the ruined day

Nicole's not-so-surprise day

Jamie is back

JR's tournament

JR's 14th

Jamie returned

First time from BP to TC

Before GNT

GNT

last day in school 08

2 Cekap's

Christmas party

First webcam fun

2009

CNY at Reuel's

CNY at Shar Min's

CNY at Nicole's

Present hunting

famous six

JB's 3D concert in KL

Choir comp 09

BBQ at Reuel's

DAVID ARCHULETA! live in sunway :D

puri puri :D

Reuel's 15th

Prom night

Jump shot

Xanax

Me and Nicole's birthday celebration

Normaziah's birthday

Jumpshot

After-PMR freedom

Gambang trip

GNT

and karaoke AGAIN.

I wonder what will be coming up next in the year 2010, the hectic lifestyle that's for sure.
No matter what,
I'm never facing this alone.

I'll remember

Moo-point!

It's funny :)

Everyday, well almost everyday, I'll be receiving messages like, where should we go today, and guess what, we didn't even went out after so many days of asking where to go cause we couldn't actually decide where to go.
Without Friends, I could have died here.

Dang, I lost my twitter mood, and blogging mood.
Or actually,
maybe it's because of my dull life that I got nothing else to post up.

Happy birthday :D ♥

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DAVID ARCHULETA !! :D ♥

♥
He's just as cute as ever ! ♥

I love you :D

Celebrations ♥

Merry Christmas Merry Christmas :D It's like one of the most awesome time in the whole year again :) For me, no celebrations but I still do feel the Christmas atmosphere everywhere :)

so...

nothing's on.
bye bye.

Merry Christmas! ♥

Merry Christmas and a happy new year! :DD

Wow I seriously couldn't believe it's already Christmas! :DD ♥ dontyourememberlastyear.. or every year. haha. Yeah, time flies :) Have a blessed Christmas and good nite :)


♥

Angels we have heard on high ♥

I have no idea what to do on the 24th of December 2009, Christmas eve.

Anything?

I could sit here for Friends the whole 24hours if I can, but it seems that PPS isn't treating me very well right now. *hmph* I have no idea how am I suppose to finish the 10 seasons of Friends in just about two weeks. I'm only at season 5 :( Gosh, school starts so so soon :(


I am not
happy
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dont try to read that, I was just smashing the keyboard

It's Christmas eve ♥

My 3 years mission, am so done. Thank You Father ♥

Well,
okay,
erm,
I'm not feeling excited or anything right now dont ask me why. But I do thanked God for what had happen. Though I know those 8 aren't 100% real, probably 100% unreal. I've did my best, everything is so over, my hard work is being paid off, thank You :) ♥ And also congratulate those who got straight A's/achieve whatever they wanted, and also those with only 1A to go to straight. Next, SPM.


Oh,
it's 24th I nearly forgot. I'm not really in the Christmas mood right now, can't even feel anything here goshistillgotpianoclass. I know there's something i can do to make me feel hyped, happy, super in the mood for laughing. And I'm going for it now.

Of course.
Friends :) ♥




Anyway.
Merry Christmas :)
God bless you all toodless :)

Tell me ♥

♥


fine, ignore the ♥



♥





Tomorrow, is the very day. Ohmygosh, I'm saying this every single day cause it's just too scary to face :/ I am not sure how am I suppose to feel that day, i mean, tomorrow. Should I stay in the hall or just leave the hall. Okay I even thought of not going but how can I not go... It's a once in a life time thing. Something worse is, I'm gonna face this alooone :/// As in, without my two besties beside me :( Aww, why must they leave :( I know it's no point thinking of it right now, but.... :/ How can I not. It's my PMR result :/ Yeah, it's ONLY pmr, so if I can't get straight A's *touchwood*, how am I suppose to face the world :(

I'm currently, hungry. If I dont eat soon, I'll get the nausea-dont-wanna-eat-feel, and that's when my gastric will start coming, but, there's no food. So. Okay whatever.
Going for movie with human beings later, avatar :)